Wednesday, September 3, 2008, 03:37 PM EST
[General]
ok ken, ham it up, because my site refered someone to medical mingle (hee hee)
i would personally like to welcome CT Dave to medical mingle! i've been with him over at www.radiologyforums.com for a while now, and let me tell you the wealth of knoledge in this man's head. any new radiology student i come in contact with, his site is among the first i list as a "go to web site". the links and information are astronomical, and i can tell that he's put a lot of hard work into his site. www.davesplacesinradiology.com always willing to help any person in need.
this is the only one i've mad where it doesn't crash every time i test it. i was working on some pages over at the yahoo site, and every time i'd test a link, they'd suspend the site for at least a week because i "violated the terms of service agreement". screw that, i was pushing buttons.... ok, lots of them at the same time .... with my fist .......
needless to say, once i can "access" my account with yahoo, it'll be taken down, or reworked so that it'll flow with the google site. boy, it's been a while since i've really done any "computer" work. i've played with them for a while, even thought of going into the computer field as a carreer. it's just too impersonal to me.
but anyway, check it out! sign my guest book!
(boy, i thought i'd never be the one to say something like that)
ok, so i've been doing the night shift for a while now. not really that bad of a deal. it has given me time to really think about doing my second book right. i've even started to make my own web site for all my ct stuff. www.geocities.com/jeepsmurf/home.html if anybody wants to check it out. just as a warning, web design is not my strong point.
really thinking about going back to georgetown. before i started working at the imaging center, i used to work there. they were not to happy when they found out i was leaving (i think i made a couple of the radiologists cry... :( ). but it's good to know they miss me. i just really don't know about this office gig. my wife describes me as an adrenaline junky. not the kind that likes to sky dive or risk my neck in other ways like that (i don't have a fear of heights, i have a fear of low places coming in at a relatively high velosity), but gimmie a coding patient with a head bleed any day. that's probabally where my "quote" comes from on my profile. "push the button....." etc.
i dunno.
i've just got a lot of things going through my head, and not enough "normal" time to think about it.
anyway, it's now almost midnight on sunday, and i really need to get some sleep.
sorry i haven't posted in a while guys...... oh so busy....
let's see if we can catch up....
1. we just had our 4th child (baby boy, 7 lbs, 19.5 in. before he was even out of my wife's womb, he bit the doctor, and as soon as they put him on the warmer, he pee'd on the nurse. yep, that's my boy)
2. 2 weeks before my son was born, i totaled the family minivan into the back of a parked bus. yeah, i know, but i saw this giant painted target on the back and had to hit it :P
3. wife had some complications after the c-section (she's doing ok now) so we've briefly moved in with my inlaws.
4. lined up a new family vehicle. on the way to the dealership, my jeep decided that it didn't want to drive anymore, and radiator fluid exploded all over my jeep.
5. started working a new weekend job. i've had at least 2 jobs since we started having kids. i've always done CT, but my wife used to do MRI. when the twins got here, she looked at me and said that she didn't want to leave them with somebody else to raise them. so i've been working double ever since. i don't mind at all. i know that somebody loving, caring, and knoledgeable is taking care of the kids. only problem now is that i'm working 7 days a week, and my weekend gig is a night shift.
6. i haven't decided yet, but i may be writing a second book about CT. if i can figure a way to post it here, i definately will (along with the first book)
so that's what i've been up to, just a little c r a z y .....
just came across the lyrics while cleaning out the jeep. i wrote this around the time i was just starting to come back to christianity (bad role models, etc.). i used to try to take care of anybody who was around me, and didn't really see what it was doing to me.
never look ================================ i see the sunset on the rise i feel the sunlight on my face i know i'm going home to my life with my wife and my kids - my family
i know my life has suddenly changed i see my life change before my eyes i know my life will never be the same and i know i can never look behind
i see the stars, i see the moon, i see the sky, i see the night i feel the wind, brushing sin, man it's cold coming in i wipe my nose, feel my clothes, open doors, and watch them close i see my sin, brushing wind, like the cold coming in
i hear
"i know my life is all my fault my problems are all caused by me i must have lost my mind i know i can never look behind"
it's colder now, the wind picks up. i see a man on the road. his rushing tears have stained his face, never to be replaced he grips his gun, looks at his son, he says he knows that he's the one the picture falls to the ground as he says to me
"i know my life is all my fault my wife has left for another man my son will never know who i am i can never look behind"
before i can even say a word the gun in his hand goes off it echoes all around the hills, in the trees, that he's been killed i hear a voice, it comforts me. it tells me that i will see i get at chill, thought i never will, and then the voice says to me
"you know his life was not your fault i'll deal with him when he gets to me your life is what you should see you know you can always look behind"
i see my life before my eyes my lord has blessed me with my life i kissed my wife and kids i know i wll always look behind.
